The Twelfth has lost his way

theseareattackingeyebrows:

He smiled contently and nodded lightly as if to say— I may not like hugs but you can still touch me, I wont hiss.

He sighed, oh course she was worrying. He may not have been as worrying over her— but that was because he was more than confident that she could handle her, hold her own. She was easily one of the strongest souls he’d ever known.

Ohh,” He tilted his head, “I’d love some tea, thanks.” He then started sauntering toward the table and had a seat, “And— how’s the man in your life? Should I expect any little ones from you? I’ve always wanted to be the crazy uncle.”

Doing something helped settle her head, moving, keeping busy kept the worry away. Kept an infinite mind distracted for the singlest of moments but at least at that point in time it worked. She smiled, clapping her hands together and turning back into the kitchen as he sauntered in behind her and found his seat at the table. The actions afterward were pure muscle memory. Her movements were very graceful for a creature who had only recently, in the past few years, gained legs after only being sentient. She brought down teacups and the fixings for tea. Setting the table in front of him as he spoke.

The laugh was airy, almost lovestruck, she hated to sound like such a school girl in front of him…but he was indefinitely her best friend. The Doctor was someone she could share nearly anything with. “Aziraphale?” she replied as she set the sugar and cream down in front of him. She didn’t know how he took his tea anymore. She’d let him play with it till it was to his liking and remember it from there. “He is doing very well, at the bookshop at the moment.” she pulled out her own chair as she watched the kettle for a moment before he attention was turned back to him. Her head tilted.

“You haven’t met…” she drew back her memories and her jaw slacked slightly. He had not…met both her children. She felt a little ashamed, “Well you are…the crazy uncle, my darling, and you always will be.” she knew Anthony was sleeping and Rose had already started school. “I have two…one is adopted and the other…” she smiled faintly, “The other is much more complex. Only a little thing.”

Two have lost their way

thearchivedsoldier:

"We just want to go home and make a life for are selves , if its possible … if i have to prove myself to you i will do it but all my roads lead to here and i don’t know what else to do "

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She stared at the gentleman with such a familiar face. It didn’t take a row of tests to see the hearts in this one. The woman was of gentle nature. She didn’t normally turn away a stray. It was against her very nature… traveling with the Doctor had softened her from that box that wanted out of the junkyard. All those years traveling along. Strays galore. Now here she was, contemplating picking one up as well.

“And why do you think…” the ancient woman questioned, “All your leads…have ended here?” the mechanic blue eyes lifted to rest on the other Timelord.  

angel-and-dear:

thebluephonebox:

[ Lady rolls her eyes, it’s obvious she’s very concerned. But she does her best to stay in the delighted mood ]


He should swing by… he always does… Like I’m the first one who deserves to know… [ she laughs shortly chewing on her nails ]

[Aziraphale gets up and walks over to her to take her hands.] He’ll be all right.

[ She’s barely realized she’s gone to chewing her nails until Aziraphale takes them from her. She turns her attention to him, smiling nervously and bringing his hands to her chest to hold them ]

Of course he will… He always is…

hurts| starters "Never give up, it's such a wonderful life."
"Some things are best left unspoken."
"Do you know how it feels to let you go?"
"I feel so lost."
"Talk to me. Tell me your lies."
"Just take my hands. I'll make it all better."
"I don't feel safe."
"All my life I've felt this way, but I could never find the words to say."
"Since the day I left I see your face in every crowd."
"I feel lust like a sick disease."
"I know you need me too."
"I'm going home."
"Remember when it was just you and me?"
"Don't bring me back to life."
"Such a beautiful lie."
"I need somebody to die for."
"Love is not that easy!"
"Someday when you wake up happy you'll thank the Lord that I'm gone."
"It's a long way down when you're alone."
"I'll forget about you."
"Don't cry, please don't cry."
"I came so close to giving up."
"When I go, you will be someone new."
"There is no turning back."
"I've got nothing left to live for, but no reason yet to die."
"I see you when I close my eyes."
"Can you hear me?"
"I'm tired of being afraid."
"You'll be better off on your own."
"All I want for Christmas is New Year's Day."
"Home is where the heart is."
"You know I love you."
"We all get hurt by love."
"I can't sleep."
"I will give you my devotion until the end of time."
"I have no reason to forgive you."
"I'm afraid of myself."
"Nothing that I do will ever be enough for you."
"I wish that I was stronger."
"I could never live without you."
"Can you keep a secret?"
"Why are you out by yourself so late?"
"I'll never leave you again."
"My heart is empty."
"There's nothing left to lose."
"I'd rather be lonely than by your side."
"Look at what you've done!"
"Don't leave tonight."
"I can't hold my head up high with the weight of the world on my shoulders."
"You will never be forgotten with me by your side."
"Carry me away from the pain."
"Is this the end of the love that had just begun?"
"Things we never say are often best left alone."
"I can't cry any more tears."
"I wish I could stay with you tonight."
"Things are going to get better."
"Things aren't going to get better."
"Time waits for no one, so do you want to waste some time tonight?"
"I've been waiting my whole life to tell you how I feel."
"There is no light inside of a broken heart."
"No matter where they take me, death I will survive."
"Don't let go."
"I need you."
"I don't need this life."
"Stay with me. Please."
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A Thief has lost his way

There were so many wonders in this world undiscovered. Yet she had seen an experienced many of them. And even so, she chose the life she lived. She loved it. She loved her simple life in her simple house with her very unordinary family. But that didn’t mean she didn’t miss the smell of stardust and time. The sound of humming engines and quiet trills of ancient lullabies. The ever flickering colors of red, blue, and yellow flickering on the console. A faint feeling of home. A warm embrace around the center.

This was who she was. Her origins. Her roots.

She was stronger. Better fit for the life she chose. Legs certainly helped and a mouth as well. Nothing felt more warming that the feeling of nimble, pale fingers dragging across the cold metal alloy of the console. She knew it by heart. She could walking it with her eyes closed because this…this was her. She was the box and the box was her. They were two halves of a whole. The same whole really.

“He’s been good to us…” she whispered idly, expecting the Doctor to be out as she gently admired the slight polished look the console had to it. Like it had been wiped down recently. The Console tower humed in response and the red headed woman lifted her eyes and laughed, “Well, we take what we can get, can’t we?”

[ Sorry, darlings. I was taking my body out for a spin and seeking out some beautiful people 

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angel-and-dear:

thebluephonebox:

angel-and-dear:

[Crowley barely keeps from bursting out laughing.] Right. Responsible.

[ she scoffs at him ] I mean in drinking!

I stand by my statement.

[Tosses a pillow at Crowley.] Enough, you.

[ Lady rolls her eyes, it’s obvious she’s very concerned. But she does her best to stay in the delighted mood ]

He should swing by… he always does… Like I’m the first one who deserves to know… [ she laughs shortly chewing on her nails ]

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Two have lost their way

thearchivedsoldier:

 

The Doctor.

A name she was used to hearing. The woman paused, eyes fluttering up to the gentleman that spoke the name of her once was keeper. 

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“And what business do you have with such a echo of a man?” she asked, head cocking to one side as she spoke, unusual blue eyes glimmering. “And what makes you so sure I…” she rose to her feet, not very imposing in stature being so short, but there was something about her… something old and powerful, “…would know where such a man is?”

"If you have travels with the doctor it kind of leaves a imprint  on everyone and if you know what you are looking you will be surprised at what you find , and the reason i need to talk to him is … i want to go back home to gallifrey " 

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The woman laughed, rolling her eyes and head to the side as he spoke. True, the Doctor was in fact a man that left a mart. Seared on the hearts of others. He came to the right place if he was looking for the ever changing Timelord. But could she trust him?

Timelords and Ladies a like since the dawn of time have held out for his head. Stealing a time capsule was punishable by death, not that she got a say in it, but it was still law. She opened her mouth again, pausing before she picked her words carefully.

Her words were halted, Gallifrey. The woman knew of Gallifrey’s retrun. It terrified her all the same as it excited her. The Doctor was not alone in his actions. She had heard her sisters die. Lady’s open mouth finally found the words.

“Why should I trust you with such a precious life?”

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angel-and-dear:

thebluephonebox:

angel-and-dear:

Yeah, who knows? Maybe this face is a drinker.

Crowley, no.

[ She smiles a bit more ] Well lets hope a responsible one, at least.

[Crowley barely keeps from bursting out laughing.] Right. Responsible.

[ she scoffs at him ] I mean in drinking!

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